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Thursday, May 15, 2008

this shall b one hell of a long post .
starting from monday --------------
640am plus i reached putri's home .
hooohooooo ! sleeping kaperh girl ?
i woke her up then we chat n chat till 8plus .
we took a morning walk around her house there .
then around 9plus , she bathe and yea we went to lavender to have her ic done .
jauh dok . but yeah we laughed alot throughout the journey .
it was nice having her around at times .
around 12 we went yishun sent ijam's mum her mother's day present .
then i left her and met helmi at his house .
oh yeah i bite helmi's hand till bleeding !
geram sak ! heheeeeeeeeeeeee ~
we went putri's house straight after that .
lepak jap and i went home ;D
im happy that i did spend time with my precious .
tuesday .
chemistry exam was last paper .
putri didnt come .
she was sick .
after the paper , me n ira ate at mac .
at bp there .
hahahahaha ! we got 2 free large milo and 1 hashbrown .
kesian to that person .
then helmi surprised me from behind !
hahahaha , he bought hotcakes and we went bawah blk lepak jap .
ard 11am patah back bp .
settle some stuff then helmi send me homeeeeee .
i reach home at 12 plus and i slept the whole day !
arrrrrrrrrrrghh , best :)
wednesday .
MARKING DAY = NO SCHOOOOOL !
ard 1pm lepak with nelly , khai , mus ? and more laaaaa at tecky pondok .
lepak2 then ard 2 plus went helmi's hse fetch him .
we bought --------------- then went back tecky .
lepak jap , then homeeeeeeeee .
tiring siul . but i had fun kissing nelly hahahaks ( :
THEN TODAY
PAKITO SEPAK AKU SAK SAK SAKKKKKKKKKKK !
not proud , not naq besarkan cerita ,
but this is my blog and its the story of my life .
hahahahaha !
ok , its a sentence . " yg tak mampu , buat je hal tak mampu . "
pakito kept borrowing things from helmi ,
ok , its not that IM SELFISH OR WHATEVER SHIT .
but helmi knows its getting out of hand .
so i told helmi " blang pakito kasi balek crumpler , dier pegang crumpler u beh u tkd beg ? ape kes sak ? "
helmi told pakito .
and he was so UNSASTIFIED WITH ME .
jalan satsat beh tanye aku dgn cara kurangajar ,
" kau da pe hal ? kaw tk puas pe nan aku ? mepek ah kau ? "
and of cos , ppl treat u with no respect , OBVIOUSLY I REBEL .
then his anger rose up to him slapping me .
MAK , BAPA AND MATAIR AKO SENDIRI tk sepak aku tat HARD LA SEH .
and bile part helmi naq kasi pat pakito , sempoi menyebok g tahan .
asl sak .
walau weeeeeeei sian ah lu ~!
pakito was also unhappy cos i always told putri what he did .
OF COURSE SAK . I DUN WANA HIDE STUFF FROM PUTRI .
SHE'S MY SISTER SIUL .
ILOVEHER !!!!
told kiddo , kiddo tk puas .
duh of course . DAYUS KAPERH ?
famous for lelaki dayus ?
i congratulate u ( :
we were settling it when mr taufiq came in the party .
he knew what was going on .
and kiddo told me to tell the truth .
so i did . hahaha , big deal ?
did i report or what ? NO DUH .
ok he got one stroke , big deal ?
better than kena rembat right ?
so i fought with putri cos of him too .
u know , i dun care if ure siding him .
its no big ,
selfish , ego , self-centered .
FINE , u can kol and report to teacher or whatever shit u wana do to me till u puas uhk putri ?
u can do it . SINCE U CANT ACCEPT ME FOR THE FARAH I AM .
u want me to b the FARAH U WANT .
im sorry i cant change just for u .
ill BACKOFF UR LIFE PUTRI , I SWEAR I WILL .
it hurts me to say this .
i dunno what else to do .
u find it hard to deal with me right ? ill backoff .
sure , ill make ur life easier n happier without me .
i know u love that .
helmi's gona revenge pakito .
am trying to stop him , should i ?
pakito , kiter sesama islam .
i dun think i wana revenge .
ALLAH MAHA BESAR .
kaw akan dpt pembalasan punye one day ...
he'll prove to u .
its ok yea , go slap me more if u want .
: D
after school was detention .
spend time talking with nelly .
she brighten my moody day .
and i got my PINK IC SIUL !
YAY !!! I SCREAM LIKE HELL OKEH !!!!!
thanks nelly . hahah .
i cant wait to meet lulu siao n spend another day with my nelly .
bringing a smile to my face today mean much to me , nelly .
giving me a support n a shoulder to lean on , i appreciate it kiddo .
thanks for teaching me the phrase
"kalau dah tak mampu, buat hal tak mampu la"
much love to all (:
& putri , thanks for everything .
*sobs*
iloveumuch mama .
sorry i jus need to say that .
;D