Monday, January 10, 2011

Okay, right now I can't get to sleep because everytime I try to calm myself down and close my eyes, I just cannot stop myself from imagining how 2pm would turn out like. F this. Seriously, nothing is making me feel any better. I thought of not opening my result slip on the spot. Instead, I want to just chuck it in my bag and maybe open it at home. Urgh. I FEEL SO INSECURE. Nothing and No one is going to make me feel better. All I need is my cigarettes. For a second thought, I think Imma gonna grab some snacks and see if it'll do me any good or maybe I need sleeping pills. GOD 2PM COME FASTER. Waiting is a very horrible feeling and its torturing me. OH MY GOD!