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Saturday, September 8, 2012
Here it goes.




So hey.
I know that it has been long since I've last posted an entry. This space of mine is getting rather dusty. 
I couldn't possibly update all of my readers with the numbers of days that I missed out blogging. Let me just try to somehow summarize it all.

Firstly, Raya does not feels like Raya at all. Perhaps its because of my auntie who is sick as hell right now. There is nothing we can do to make her better.
I sound like a bad bitch but she probably deserves this for mistreating all of us.
Its good enough that my dad is paying for her stay in ICU, her medicines, treatments and operations. She should be considered lucky.

Somehow proud of myself for going to school almost everyday even on Saturdays to make sure I finish my work on time. Pressured with the number of projects plus limited time. Time seems to pass by real quickly leaving me in disarray. I need to start focusing, leaving aside the irrelevant matters in my life.

Next, I keep falling sick. Was diagnosed with throat infection, high fever and flu. IT WAS TORTURE. Then when I got slightly better, I suddenly experienced migraine. I kind of think that its because I've been exposed to turpentine while doing oil painting and I've not been eating nor sleeping well.

This sucks.
I'm not having enough time for anything.
I wouldn't want my love ones to feel that I've brushed them aside because of my school.
Maybe I should start planning and sorting my time well.
I am weak when it comes to organizing. I need to start thinking ahead.
My bf is going to NS soon and I know that it will create an enormous change.
I need to spend as much time with him as possible.

On the other hand, I really hope my girlfriends will put in words of encouragement for me. I feel that its just one thing that they're lacking.
They always think I'm doing well but they must know that I am only human and it shocks me when its only Nasri that can understand my situation.
I will fully depend on them when Nasri leaves for NS. So I'll hope they can be there 24/7.
Emotions are really overpowering me right now.

I just need to breathe.
And really want to go on an outing to USS or rollerblading at East Coast.
Leggo Nasri & girlfriends.
Let's just take a breather. We need to chill out soon.
xoxo