Why am I still with him?

Its because everytime I am with him, he will never fail to make me laugh till my cheekbones ache due to over-laughing. He has never think negatively about my doings and he trust me whole-heartedly. He is ever so patient that even if you say something to tick him off, he will still remain calm and tries his best to talk things out. Even if does reprimands me, we will both end up laughing cos the mistakes I made will all be forgotten within approximately 10minutes. He really does forgives and forgets. Even if he always turns in early and does not hang on the phone with me till late night, its alright because Nasri is almost close to perfect.
There is nothing i can say that he is lacking as a bf. Maybe a bit on the (---) part but its okay. I will get used to it and maybe i should be more considerate.

Its true, maybe we both do have a lot of differences but we bond well together. I cannot stand a day without meeting him. I can't do a day without him. He defends me if i am being accused, he cheers me up whenever i am down. There is so much to say. This is the first time, that i am with a guy for almost 7 months without him cheating on me. Now thats a big deal for me. I am truely blessed to always have him as mine. Thank god. Thank god.

And i must highlight the part that my mama treats Nasri likes her own. Nasri can comeover anytime he wants and my mama spends on him alot too. Those expensive presents, meals after meals and almost anything cos he's worth the wait and worth everything... he's so pampered by my mama and believe me or not, my mama has not treat any other guy like that. I hope he comes over this wed, my mama is starting to miss his laughter.

Happy7 is coming up in a week! Wa wa wa.

Oh kecykanina. Don't fool me. Don't lie to me. I am sick and tired of hearing to you and your bullshit excuses. You may have a lil bit of charm but some girls are dumb to realise the fact that you are not at all worth it and oh, you are not trustworthy. You jump girls. You take girls for dolls. You are not at all true. You are a liar and one sick dude. Fuck it cyk. You will never realise. You can fool all the girls but not me. I had enough. I stoop way much higher than the typical girls you date. You are the losing end. I don't give a fcuk if you have reasons for your wrongdoings. I told you i can demoralise you. Don't fucking put a sardonic act on the phone, crying your heart out that you are sorry for everything. Its the same all the time. Turn away from me and don't look back because i'm not. Just what is your motive and how much are you paying me?

I FOUND OUT THE REASON WHY I ALWAYS LOOK BACK AT A FOOL LIKE YOU.

its cos, you make yourself sound so pitiful and so lonely but never realising that one day, i am through with your dirty acts. Jump girls for all i care. Those girls should realise how heartless you are. 2 years i've spend maybe lovely but i can find out how horrid you are as a person.
I don't regret the 2 years i spend but i regret for actually believing you could change.
Please don't pretend to seek attention by avoiding me when i am asking for help while you are the desperate one asking me to pathetically be back with you. Apa jaminan kau? Musibot musibot. Kepalahotak kepalahotak. You piss me off. The lies that you create will get back at you some day cyk. Sorry but i am not typical to believe your tales that lead to nowhere. (:

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