Monday, March 24, 2008
I have such a perfect family .
They care for me .
They believe me .
I love them more than anything in this whole has to offer for .
I have such perfect friends .
Who tells me when to improve or not .
Where did i go wrong .
And how they were there when i got too emotional .
I have a great boyf .
He understands me .
He loves me .
He knows what i expect .
But what i'm upset of is ... myself .
My attitude .
why can't i appreciate all these ?
I did grow strong .
I did change .
till i overdo it .
Helmi , im sorry .
Im doing things to please myself but not u .
All these while u hide it from me .
Im sorry dear .
Mama , why did i ever bring tears to ur eyes ?
Im sorry mama .
It takes time for me .
I know u really love me .
Ill try spending time with u while i can yea .
Baba ,
ure upset .
im sorry baba .
im not ur daughter who brings a smile to ur face .
WHAT HAVE I BECOME ?
through all these , i know .
this is life .
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sch's great .
everythings great exceeeeeeeeeeept for
the 1hr detention outside the staff room .
IT SPOILT MY DAMN DAY .
yeah .
im rude .
im REALLY DAMN FCUKUP RUDE .
but im friendly when u are .
okay get it ?
UGGHS .
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kelvin and bryan came my hse .
oh ya , lepak jap with ahboi .
okay everyone ily guys .
except for some asses .
:D
