Sunday, April 13, 2008
My boyf , Muhd Helmi .
He treats me like a small child even though Im already 15.
He pampers me with everything he has.
When Im on his laps , I have the world in the palms of my hand.
He loves to kiss my hand & forehead.
I dont even know why -.-
Sometimes I feel that my life is complete , with him.
My life is important to him.
When I miss my lunch , he'll get so worried.
I love him.
Even though there are breakups in the middle ,
what matters is the heart , right ?
He will never fail to make me laugh with his jokes.
He will never fail to entertain me.
I dont get bored of him ,
I feel that he's my everyday laughing gas .
Through all that we've gone through ,
All those sacrifices I've made .
I truely love him .
I do flirt at times .
I do make him angry at times .
I've upset him too .
But what fascinates me is that ,
this matrep of mine cares to be patient .
Im really sorry for what I've done .
he does forgives me .
At one point of a time ,
he hugs me tightly telling me how much he treasures me .
In my heart , my really rascal stubborn matrep , LOVES ME truely .
okok i think i have to write on this part .
sports day was last friday .
i had to run the 4times400m .
the whole round stadium .
when ziying pass me the baton , i sprinted all the way till i slowed down at the finishing line .
NEVER STOP SEH ! still got the stamina ! hahah ,
so we got 3rd , yeaaaaaaaaaa (:
my legs were wobbling at the end of the race ,
helmi offered me some coke =.= yea .
and he went up to sit with me .
i lay my head on his laps .
at that point of time , i had the whole world with me .
(:
, after sports day .
went home with elly .
we bathe and ate at my house .
then turun bukitpanjang lagi .
ahhhhhhhhhhh , lepak siul !
for like 7 hrs ?
hahah .
GEREK OKE !
, helmi .
u know what ?
u changed .
like really .
mayb ill wash my hands off u .
i just cant b bother no more .
ure like killing me in the inside .
i regret for even knowing u at times .
mayb u need someone new .
i just cant take the pain no more .