And it all begins...

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Hi I'm Farah Afiqah. It does not really matter how you choose to pronounce it. I'm 19.
Speak, think and live easy. Indecisive and gullible but I don't need anyone to make choices for me. What really matters is what I do with what I have. At times, I love to hear things that makes no sense at all. Its stress-free. Treat me right and I'll learn how to clique with you.
This is my blog, my say. Everything I express here, is purely from the bottom of my heart. Have fun reading! xoxo

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

You don't really know how hard it is to be coping with this. For the past 2 years, the bond between me and you have been tremendously wonderful. The best one I've ever seen in all of my relationships with other boys. You stand out from all of them like diamond glistening under the faint sunlight. You mean a lot to me and I know I've done a lot of wrong things to make this bond seem more useless to us. I don't want to lose you and neither do I want to mope over this problem over and over again. They say that we will change for the ones we love but because of our huge ego, nothing like this is going to happen. Perhaps its for the better. Like they say, kalau ada jodoh kita akan berjumpa lagi. I cannot bear to see us this way and its affecting me mentally. Its killing me deep inside and no one might be able to understand what I actually want from you. I really hope we can sort this out. I will try my best to convince you. I will wait 365days and will try 365 ways to get back with you. That's all I can promise.