Sunday, June 1, 2008
i made up my mind .
its helmi i really love. even though i tend to play him out, he does it back too. i dont really mind actually, as long as he's mine .
8 months is a really long time with many things happening in btw . with all those tough decision made, we did manage to build up some love.
I LOVE U FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART .
I SWEAR ILL NEVER LET U GO .
ure like the best boyfriend i ever find . that always plays around with me . u make a beautiful life out of me helmi , ILL BE CRAZY IF I WERE TO LOSE U .
NO , seriously . im holding on , im staying on .
soso yesterday ,
met helmi at his house around 2plus .
then we went westmall , terserempak with tasha !
hahah , screamed like hell , missed her so muccccccch .
belanje her bubbletea then me , helmi met naim and we went to city hall .
it was raining .
arggh * spoilt our damn outing sia , so we lepak
at esplanade staircase jap , smoke then went to marina .
so KHAIRUL AND daeng .
(: khairul so HOTTTTTTTTT .
then me , helmi , naim went bought macdonalds
then find a damn place to eat .
otw to the shelter ,
ELLY EVANS SCREAMED " FEEFLYYYYY "
god i was terrified .
hahah , we hugged each other tightly , miss her so much SIA .
then we ate , lepak jap .
naim cousin and gf came .
lepaaaaaaaaaak .
then ipi came with his fren ?
yeah , annnnnnnnnnd , met boi cine and frenssss .
then nelly peh bf , kecyk , pukimak , fanatik siul nan rambut dier .
then waited for boboi and lelaaaa .
came already , we sat at mac .
lepak , smoke2 , then helmi went with boboi to jalan2 .
me n lela were like " MENDAK SIULXZXZXZXZ "
ard 8pm we walked to merlion there .
then 9 plus chiowwwwwwwww .
ah , tiring siaaaaaaaaaaah .
oh yea , to suhaila from rafi :
he says he misses u so much
& pls believe in his love to u yea .
(: last long .
now i need to make a decision on whether to have helmi
or just let it go .
haiz .