Hi to all the babiesssssssssssss out there.
So i hit town like again but this time with yaneey! We went for our interview and had lunch at kfc. We had to yak about our past and which made me realise that i've changed into a much better person now.

To think about my longest relationship which was with kecykanina, i came to realise that i should be thankful to god that i met such a person like him. Because of our rocky relationship and our love that started off as a disaster, i am able to stand on my own feet right now. The sacrifices and the burden that i had to hold onto is unforgetable. I've also realised that my past relationship with him, made me a stronger person now. I am glad that he is now happy with his girlfriend and me too, with my boyfriend. Let me open up a little, we both actually found it hard to let go because we were loving each other for 2 years but it is all actually possible to let the person you love go rather than making them suffer. I won't regret the times i had with kecyk but instead feel thankful of how much time we shared together. Kcyk maybe very rough and rude at times but actually, he is very bright and fun to be with. I hope that he is happy with his life now because when i left him, i wasn't empty handed, i left him with alot of advices and knowledge that he will remember forever. The tears and all, have been worth it. I am happy that i've changed him into a different person when he has probation and even after. One thing i'm aware, i made him pass english. ^.^

This is something that helped me when i had difficulties with kcyk.
This is taken from my diary. Haha, those times.

"Kerna ku terlalu menyayangi dirimu, ku akhirnya terkorban diri.
Segalanya untuk dirimu, tak akan ku curiga atas cinta mu terhadapku.
Pengorbanan yang aku lalui akan tentu akan ada hikmah nya pada saat nanti.
Orang menghina ku kerana ku bersikap bodoh.
Walaupun berapa lama aku harus menunggu untuk sinar cahaya antara kita berdua, semoga tiba hari kita bahagia. Entah kerana sabar ku ataupun sayang ku, ku menunggu. Kini ku harus menyedari, pasrah sahaja lah kepada tuhan yang maha kuasa. Antara senyuman ataupun airmata?"

So i got another job. WHY?!?!?!?!?
Because my previous job was VERY VERY VERY BIAS.
SO BIAS, TOO BIAS THAT I LEFT WITHOUT A WORD.
SO BIAS. O M G.

i met b at town today and we fectched miyuki from work.
After b had his macspicsy, we head to clarke quay and ----
HA HA HA.

9 Dec 09, 01:39
meeramey: met again !! dpt job tak?

I was at my house area bustop waiting for 302 and i did not even realise meera mey was sitting RIGHT BESIDE ME.
only when she sneezed then i realise. WHAT THE HELL SIA MEERA. Kau lawar sangat tu bab aku tak perasaaaaan! HAH!
Yes, dapat job. thanks for the luck baby.

8 Dec 09, 22:41
PasserbyMuch.: fee, may i know, where you bought you huge hand fan ?
Clarke Quay near the sisha shops there. Its for $8 fyi if you wanna know the price.
8 Dec 09, 18:28
ikaitek: omg, you were at toa payoh ? when? hehs,
Last saturday!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
7 Dec 09, 23:46
pida: besaaaaaaaaaaaar ape ur fan , hahha
A'ah, terbeli besarrrrrrrr doh. hahaha. tapi best!
7 Dec 09, 21:10
passer: hey, may i know the url to th layout u used? thanks(:
I kinda re-edit this skin. I don't remember, im sorrrrrrrrrrry.
6 Dec 09, 22:09
Nia: Fee darling, relink me aye? (:
Soon k!!
6 Dec 09, 18:02
Passerby: Yes. Linksys connection been giving me the same attitude at times. Liked wth. Haahaa.
HAHAHAHA. i know how you feel, it sucks loh. hahahaha.
6 Dec 09, 00:39
ShashaDangdut: At last dapat jumpa my Pretty-Chiq, i love you darling ~ ! :P
hi pretty lady, love you too like so much!
5 Dec 09, 15:24
MinzieSachek.: feeeeeeee, i rindu your tags! meet soon !
DECEMBER IS ALREADY HERE AND WE STILL HAVEN'T MET. WHAT THE F. HAHAHA (:

I STILL CAN'T GET TO SLEEP.
ARGHGHGHGHGHG.
B is going out of town this friday for 4 days straight.
I feel very ughghghghghg but on the brightside, amacam girls? PARTY PAH? Havoc!
hahaha. k, so merepek.

good night.