And it all begins...

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Hi I'm Farah Afiqah. It does not really matter how you choose to pronounce it. I'm 19.
Speak, think and live easy. Indecisive and gullible but I don't need anyone to make choices for me. What really matters is what I do with what I have. At times, I love to hear things that makes no sense at all. Its stress-free. Treat me right and I'll learn how to clique with you.
This is my blog, my say. Everything I express here, is purely from the bottom of my heart. Have fun reading! xoxo

Sunday, July 13, 2008

mohd fajri.
maafkan aku jikalau ku pernah sesekali melukai mu.
dengan seikhlas hati, aku ingin mencintai mu.
I hope. i hope. i can love u.

Yesterday night, around 12plus?
Helmi called me!!! We talked for like about an hour or so?
I feel so enlightened now. So contented that even we brokeup
he still got the guts to give me a call.
I just wish him all the best for all his life.
And i hope he wouldnt take a wrong step to a darker end.
And i too hope that he won't get hurt like how he hurt me.
I love him so and will always love him.
I don't care if he doesnt love me anymore.
I don't care if he hurts me.
All i want is for him to smile.
His smile means the world to me, I certainly, do not want him hurt.
He's a part of me, now and forever.

faj must be really upset if he's reading this.
but bie , u must understand me.
Im facing through a tough situation.
With cases, family probs to handle, i can't possibly
let go easily. Bie , im still yet a single,
i have my freedom.
i know u wana change me, but sayang....
i wana us go on a slow pace. I love u for ur care and concern.
Thanks.

feeq, u got a girl for godness sake.
forget me !
naim and his girl,
faj and his girl,
both of them breakup cos of me.
i don't wana any more nonsense. Please.

today had tuition.
im sick of maths, seriously, its bringing me much near
to DEATH. uggh.

prolly staying at home today.
Izzati kuching ajak me to lepak but sorry uhk girl,
malas ah babe...next time keh promise.
and yea, bersabar about hariz.
All that waiting will pay off soon.
(:

TOMORROW HEADQUARTERS SIAAA.

reportingggggggg siul *aku nervous breakout budo*