on friday , helmi send me home . gaga . then otw he lost his hp wif my BILL SIM CARD IN IT !oh god . we went crazy n luckily the person who found the hp return it to cck int. we had to fill some forms n shit then went off to buy drinks . he told me that he didnt wana go to his streetwise programme . i forced him to but he was tired . ok i understand but he shld know the consequences of it . his dad n mum were kinda pissed wif him .
but definitely i was there to comfort him . i know how u feel dear . just b patient n go to this programme till it ends pls . then on sat after his cso , we decided to meet . i actually didnt feel like going out but for the sake of helmi i did . we went lot1 & then bkt panjang . kecoh sak dier . he was laughing so loudly n i dunno what the hell was so funny =.=
he send me back home ard 7 . and he had to sleep early for tmrw cso .
----- today , i did nothing but slack . i fucking dont wana do any homework . IM LAZY LIKE FUCK SIOL . im down wif a sore throat , cough , fever and FLU . ugghs . FUCK IT .
VALENTINE'S DAY COMING ! helmi will u be mineeeeeeeeeeee ? oh yeah ure alreadi mine . heheh BLEAHS !
i'm touched when he kisses my hand or forehead n says he love me . i'm touched when he hugs me tight saying he'll always be there for me . i'm touched when he looks into my eyes asking me not to let him go .
I LOVE U HELMI . really i do . i'll get use to u going to streetwise but i dun wana u go boy's home . plssssssss . i'll kill myself if u do . SERIOUS . pls , nvr let me go .