Saturday, June 28, 2008
HELMI CHANGE LA PLS.
My boyfriend is a pain in the ass.
Truthfully , i hate his attitude.
Im always pissed off by him.
Its sucks ok .
I can go mental this way.
U know what helmi?
I just can't calm down anymore.
U are sick in the asshole and pain in the chest.
Ure an idiot. No seriously.
U just won't regret of being in the lockup.
U wana go boys home so much right?
TAKE A KNIFE AND KILL ME WILL YA?
fucku fucku.
U lied. say wana go home b4 9 and OH MY ! i called u and u off ur phone.
I CAN'T TAKE THIS PAIN NOMORE.
i can see that u enjoy hurting me.
THANKS AH. aku nak mampos ah.
so today i went to loreal professional haircut and they snip my long hair.
its so short that i can't even tie it.
Buang sway so that i'm ok.
Haiz this is bullshit.
My mum thinks Im crazy.
Helmi, i think maybe we should call for a seperation,
u are making me have bloodpressure.
now that i've realise, I should not even met u in the first place.
SOBS* u make me cry like hell dear!
i don't trust u nomore!
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kiddo.
thanks ah eh tarok pat shoutout kau cam gituk.
good job!SPREAD LA SPREAD.
kau kan memang cam gini.
why not u just leave us alone?
suke eh spread? is that ur job?
proud eh kiter angkat gum?
if u love me, kau tkkan besarkan cerita lah sial.
mcm ni kau ckp sister?
not being there but making it worse.
u know what. tears that i've cried for letting u go are shit.
u don't even appreciate me.
U HATE ME AND STILL CAN LAUGH AT US.
ure such a hypocrite.
pls don't bother bout me.
its not bringing u good.
i hope u pass ur exams.
lepak bawah blok.
stress out.
but no smoking,gum nor power.
I WANA BE DRUG FREE.
so am staying at home today .
i guess home is much safer .
today i would be prolly revising .
Not much of the updates now .
cos im totally bored out .
to all those who are big mouth assholes .
info ketat ker longgar .
i dont give a damn . it happened already pe .
u can laugh ur asses off . at least i learnt my lesson .
me and elly need not need ur comments or thoughts bout this .
we find it an everlasting experience .
an experience that would change us .
time lambat ker cepat , we are still just 15 ey .
we can change , kau da tua sangat pe ?
please don't act like a scoundrel .
it pisses me off .
FEEFLY DA JEJAK LOCKUP and abeh asal ?
i learnt my lesson .
kiddo i had enough .
ppl say im making use of u when im not .
i gave u a star necklace which means ure like a star in my heart .
why would i buy something for u if i dont even bother ?
i do love u .
but u know . there's a gap .
and this gap wont go off forever .
notice it , i know u hate me .
i know , dont hide it k evil twin .