And it all begins...

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Hi I'm Farah Afiqah. It does not really matter how you choose to pronounce it. I'm 19.
Speak, think and live easy. Indecisive and gullible but I don't need anyone to make choices for me. What really matters is what I do with what I have. At times, I love to hear things that makes no sense at all. Its stress-free. Treat me right and I'll learn how to clique with you.
This is my blog, my say. Everything I express here, is purely from the bottom of my heart. Have fun reading! xoxo

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Nini Ke'ai
Aku sorry kay aku break your BIGGEST PROMISE .
its a promise , but im the type who will break ur promise if
kau buat taik pat aku . and yes u did . not only u create shit but
u dissapointed me and create a big nuisance out of urself okay .
yes , its my wrong . so i've apologised okay . org tgh binget ,
tats why i just did that without thinking well . fhm2 je laaaa .
Sachek will do well , without u .
So , be well ahk . i know u will . U said u'll prove to me ,
i'll wait for it to be proven okay .
i still love you .
Take care of urself cos i don't think sachek will be there for u .
Ure on ur own (:

Kecyk !
in the first place , i really felt vengeful towards u .
i swear i wanted to revenge u . but thinking in a clear mind ,
it wasnt right of me . u really change . u made me feel as though i am
with a different person whenever im with u . U cheered me up when i was down .
u took care of me when i was having a bad sore throat .
im glad to be having u as my companion when no one was free for me .
i appreciate every bit of u since last friday .
i really hope this attitude of urs will continue .
Just pls ,
dont mix with them . u know who . they're just not worth it .
ure wasting ur time with them . they're worthless .
Nothing gained .
and bie , i really really loooooooooooooooooooooovey dovey u .
grrrrrrrr*
*muahs :D

Hi.
I'm feeling really low now.
Something really is wrong.
And yes , only junior's the only one who knows.

Im afraid of treasuring people now.
After what had happened, it just seems so difficult to trust.
Over again, i feel like a fool.
It just seems really wrong.
Ah bullshit.

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"at times when i couldn't block out the pain or the loneliness all i had to do was close my eyes and fly away " (:

this heart is beating real fast <3
:D