Sunday, June 15, 2008
helmi went to lockup yesterday .
wasn't surprised though .
so i woke up at 12pm today .
and helmi called me at 2plus .
i didnt seem to be able to say anything .
around 5 , i went out with my mama .
to buy for our dad a father's day present .
went ard lot1 then reach home around 6plus .
called helmi and he was too at lot1 .
sweetheart , i thought u would regret .
i thought u would stay at home and rest .
but still u went out .
keh fine , u dunno how much u mean to me .
i just want u to b safe but i understand ,
u wana go shopping ey ?
banyak duit pe .
the only son lah katerkan .
tmrw , prolly ill go pida's house to see her baby .
i wana spend the day with helmi tmrw pls .
i miss him like ohmygoodness .
he's the spark of my life that i dont wana blink it .
pls understand me dear .
ure more than anything i would love to have forever .