And it all begins...

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Hi I'm Farah Afiqah. It does not really matter how you choose to pronounce it. I'm 19.
Speak, think and live easy. Indecisive and gullible but I don't need anyone to make choices for me. What really matters is what I do with what I have. At times, I love to hear things that makes no sense at all. Its stress-free. Treat me right and I'll learn how to clique with you.
This is my blog, my say. Everything I express here, is purely from the bottom of my heart. Have fun reading! xoxo

Monday, January 10, 2011

Okay, right now I can't get to sleep because everytime I try to calm myself down and close my eyes, I just cannot stop myself from imagining how 2pm would turn out like. F this. Seriously, nothing is making me feel any better. I thought of not opening my result slip on the spot. Instead, I want to just chuck it in my bag and maybe open it at home. Urgh. I FEEL SO INSECURE. Nothing and No one is going to make me feel better. All I need is my cigarettes. For a second thought, I think Imma gonna grab some snacks and see if it'll do me any good or maybe I need sleeping pills. GOD 2PM COME FASTER. Waiting is a very horrible feeling and its torturing me. OH MY GOD!