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Monday, September 12, 2011
Right now.

Right now, I need to inhale as deeply as my lungs can take me. I feel very utterly drowned in probably the pain of a lifetime. Personally to me, a bestfriend is the one whom will stay with you and have your back no matter how bad things can get. A bestfriend is the one that will tell you nothing but the truth without being asked or pressured to do so. A bestfriend is the person you count on each day, every moment to actually be there for you. I have never pictured my bestfriend or should i say, my ultimate best girlfriend to hide a whole truckload of secrets that will definitely leave me hanging low. TODAY, RIGHT NOW, I've learnt that it is never ever easy to put your trust on just anybody. Even if its the sake of making me feel effortless much more better, you should have never hide anything from me about anything especially about my relationship with ANYONE. First of all, you will make me feel that I am not worth it enough to trust and secondly, you are just playing around with my feelings. Eversince I've started studying in tertiary level, I've been able to view almost everything in the most clear manner. I don't wish to tarnish my name further but I have no idea why you have not really realised what you are actually doing. You have just ripped that 99.9% of trust away from me and i cannot describe any further how terrifying that fucking feels. I don't want to know anymore please.







Now Linsa is one hell of a babe that I can trust for all I care now excluding my other bunch of friends. She will tell me anything even though she knows that the truth hurts. Please prove me that not all friends are assholes please. Meloveloveloveloveloveloveyou muah.