Used to always wonder... Wonder why God has made me more devoted to some of my friends. 

Was it for a reason? An excuse? Or perhaps He just wanted me to assist? I've always wondered...

Well its about time that he finally answered my prayers.

My instincts are strongly encouraging me to realize that...

He pulled me closer to her...
To help her in times of darkness and trouble.

To aid her when she's in need of advice.

Help her see what's good and bad.

Things that have recently turned upside down, I'll be there through her hardship and pain.

Always clarifying her doubts and getting her out from a tight position.

These thoughts that are constantly running across my mind have always made me wonder...

Will the changes that I imply on her make people hate me?

Or... will it do good?

Wait.

I should just stop beating around the bush.

I never had bad intentions of creating dispute among my friends.

Neither do I want my own girlfriend to turn into a horrible monster that everyone is talking about.
(But people always talk, so what...)

Rest assured, the changes that I've decided to teach her will do her good.
She has a choice you know? To forbid it or not?

Just remember...

You leave, I won't.

You curse, I swear.

You play with dirt, I too can play with mud.

However, judging from the series of experiences that I went through,
probably we will be more mature and not tag along with your primary school games. Its just too....monotonous? dull? uninspiring?


Much love, from me to all of my readers xoxo