I dunno what you do I dunno whether I should still care and ignore the things that you still choose to do or probably I'll just pretend to be okay or whatever. Its hurting me, its killing me and it makes me want to die FAST. Like seriously I dunno what kind of big big big big mistake I've done for you to make me feel this way! LIKE SERIOUSLY. WHY :/

Cut my fringe because I was too depressed, hurt, pressured, hurt, stress, hurt and etc.

URGHHGHGHGHGHGHGGHGHG I WANNA GO ON A VACATION TO BERMUDA TRIANGLE SIA and never come back. Bet you don't give a shit.

I think I'm not going to school today. I just feel too upset and too weak to turn up. I slept for 12 hours already and probably I'm gonna continue again. So sad when the one that you've been hoping for just won't give in. Wanna hide under my blankets and just ignore the world. Sigh.

In school now because of you sweetheart <3

I miss you and I want you back.

Please give me one more chance, you won't regret it, I promise :/

Sigh my homework is piling up, i'm so crazy.

I think that I'm seriously going crazy. Its like I'm holding on to an empty box. This is the only space where I can just type down all my thoughts and hopes besides telling it to my cousin. I feel very life less. Its like a swarm of bees has just attacked me.

But on the brighter side, I'm just so thankful to receive your text out of a sudden! Its like as though my prayers have been answered! I swear I cried like shit when I received it. My mind was blank and my heart was aching so much. Omg. Only God knows how much your text message means to me. Sighhhhhhhh.

Crying myself to sleep again today.

:'( what a bloody stupid mistake I made. I hope things get better soon.

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