Friday, May 30, 2008
today's such a long day .
woke up , met helmi at his house then send him streetwise at 930am .
then i went beauty world . wait wait waaaaaaaaaait for the damn shop to open .
i waited like 2 hours , then shop open already , sent the pants .
met nelly at bp . talk2 , --------
then went back beauty world , and homeeeee .
changed and met nelly at tecky pondok .
she got saboooooooooo-ed . ahahaha !
cian kan ? so we walked to lot1 and bought for her shirt .
then went putri's house for her pants .
putri pls get well soooooooooon !
, so around 4 plus went back pondok .
KHAIRUL 4/3 WAS THEREEEEEEE .
so bad siah we made him wait like for how longgggggg .
we lepak and slacked there .
took pics and surprisingly khairul hug me .
awwwwwwww .
around 7 , khairul send me to cck int .
gdbye kiss and byeeeeeeeeeee .
( :
i've had a very longggggg talk with putri .
k , here it goes ,
i think its my problem if i fucked my life up .
fucked with my boyfriend .
or have a fucking attitude .
or have a fucking damn face .
u can say it , also can say i pregnant ker sundal or what .
i think i don't give a damn care . its me .
come on , how FUCKING FUCK I AM , i still pass my exams ,
and bring a smile to my parents face .
fuck , if u can accept me for hu i am .
just get away from me ?
easy right ?
u do not need to go around bossing my damn life .
THIS IS ME . ive change yea .
sososososoooooooooooo ?
its only sensible if u gossip bout me and just SHUTUP to me .
i don't mind actually .
cos i don't tend to get affected .
u wana say nelly change me , u hate nelly mixing with me .
sorry but , i love nelly .
she made me strong .
she's just the twinkle in my eye that i do not wana blink it out .
me , minahrep ?
is it such a bad thing ?
it does not affect ur family right ?
SPREAD LA SPREAD ABOUT ME BEING A FUCKED UP PERSON .
i dont care ,
i am who i am .
and my mama loves me .
u know putri , i guess ure better off with dolly then a fucked up
minah like me . we can just b classmates ,
i can lose u , kiddo , dolly or whoever that wana get away from me
but COME ON , who's losing in the end .
im SICK AND TIRED OF THIS .
one life , enjoy ( :