Saturday, August 16, 2008
have u ever felt that u can't forgive urself for what u've done?
i feel this way.
i am never able to forgive myself for what i've done to this particular guy.
this will be my deserving pain of all.
have u ever felt as though ur own good friend is taking away ur happiness?
im feeling this way. She's capable of it, i know her too well.
Maybe she loves seeing me in this state . yeah .
i dont understand her and i cant get along with her.
kau jgn anggap aku sebagai precious and sister kau kalau kau
grab apeh aku nak ... i said it once and i dont have to say it twice,
INCREDIBLE EH KAU PUTRI .
baik punya , i dont wana pick a fight but ill be waiting for the time
u slash me at the back.
aku feel hurt uh by u . i swear ah, damn fuck ah the feeling untill
i wished i didnt meet u at first .
i've been keeping this grudge and i hope soon ill be able to tell u straight but
as usual u have the right words to twist the story .
if ure reading this i don't expect anything from u but care,concern n love.
Im dependant of myself...Im strong way down deep.. but for the fact that
chances are not given for free, i've lost now...
macam laen macam ah putri kan?
maybe this is the way u are that i am force to accept.
heh. im so delightful.
have u ever felt that u can only have one person to comfort u?
and without that person, u wont be able to stand strong?
, lenny natasha , i love u girl.
really , even though u don't always have the right words to comfort me,
ur shoulder is the best to lean on, ur hug is the most powerful.
u never fail to not be there for me, u understand me throughly.ure the best.. even if ure too short too lean on , hehe !
same goes to raihan izzati ;
she's magnificent , she never givesup .
always keep on trying ...
and when im sad, she'll find ways/advices to make me better.
& kiddokia ,
thanks big sis for always being there for me when my skies are falling..
i've realised something.
with the few days i spend with kecyk, it tells me, he's the one i love.
but with the few weeks i spend with boboi, it tells me, he's the one i need, the only one to make me happy...the only guy that i would ever want !
at times, in life, u just cant know what is to be expected of....
i swear i miss u boboi.
i want u by my side.
but maybe things are just gone forever.