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Sunday, April 18, 2010
What a disaster.

My Fasri'Happy6 wasn't so happy after all.
I started my day with a terrible migraine.
I have to dragged my weak body to tuition.
I have to sit in my AIR-CONDITIONED tuition centre with a very terrible blocked nose.
After practicing some maths questions on vectors, my head became very worse off crazy.
I have to be independent and GO BACK HOME ON MY OWN with this freaking fcuking migraine.
And i should not have taken a few puffs, my condition deteriorated right after the puffs.
The bus ride home made me feel as though i am on some roller coaster ride.
I went back home with a very long face and mama was like being so very worried but i could not care less and tuck myself in bed for a long and never ending nap.

I did not spend time with B and NO. Not because i was experiencing this bloody migraine.
He on the other hand was going through some unfortunate disaster which was way worse off than me. I mean, I could pathetically understand his whole situation and all but off hand, do i have to understand? I don't usually voice out my arguements with my boyfriend on my blog because some people are just oh-so-please and glad to know that we are on bad terms. But i think there is a need to, now.

  • I cannot stand sms-ing/texting or whatever it has to do with pressing keypads and typing out alphabets anymore. Yes, i know. Both of our bill has unlimited sms but i cannot do with that EVERY SINGLE MORNING/AFTERNOON/EVENING/NIGHTIME. It is so irritating to not be able to express alot of issues on a text message. You just don't realise what i am pointing out here. You know why you don't get it? COS IN AN SMS, ITS JUST WORDS AND NOT FILLED WITH EMOTIONS. unless you are talking about exclamation mark! That is why i hate to sms because at times you will just have that big question mark on your forehead.
  • Sometimes, i don't really know if you are kidding around with me or are you mad at me or you don't care at all. Cos we are always texting.
  • This might sound stupid about the whole sms-ing problems but it gets so irritating that it will trigger you like fuck. Cos we are always, everytime texting, i feel so fucky. Blearghh.
CAN WE LESSEN THE TEXTINGS AND GET YOU ON THE PHONE?

I really miss my morning and late-night calls with you. Maybe you can't do it everyday but at least sometimes. I don't demand from you but I think this might ease our tension against each other a bit more. We always hang around with friends, we are not usually on our own.
At least at certain times, just the two of us with no one but us would be nice. Cos i really miss the times we both spend time together. Just both of us alone. I love you and Trust me, I am still glad we've come this far. I hope we can make it up for our happy6. Its so saddening. yikes.