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Monday, April 18, 2011

First and foremost, I am absolutely proud that Nasri has been my boyfriend for 1 and a half year already. Next target, we'll be aiming for 2 years. Well, its better to dream than to hope right? Whatever it is, I want him to know how grateful I am to have him as mine. Let us go through everything with a willing heart together. No one can determine what comes next. I love you with all my heart.


Next, I have an issue with myself. I have really grown. Maybe its not that obvious to a lot of people but for the fact that I've gained weight, I am totally speechless. Recently, I bought two pair of shorts from FOURSKIN. As per normal, I can only fit in size XS or S but amazingly, I have to search for the M size. Omg and size M feels quite tight already for me. Well maybe its because of the quality and material but how the heck do you explain when I cannot even fit in my old jeans or my denizen boot cut pants. Omg adding to that, I have a bulging tummy and I can feel fats everywhere already. Even my bf find my fats irresistable leading him to leave bite marks on my arms or cheeks. But I still look thin or maybe I'm just overreacting. Haha.

Skipping all that, I would love to wish all my classmates the best in their new schools. My semester is only starting in August which is quite far far away but it gives me more time to get my driving liciense as soon as possible. I have no confidence in driving but I have faith that I can. If its possible, I would love to clear everything that has got to do with theory before paying for my PDL. I am currently also trying to cope with my long working hours too. Its terrible. My schedule is pathetic. My schedule gives me no space at all. Ugh, thinking of quitting but afraid that my life would get bored over again. Zzzzzzz.


I'm also in deep thoughts now. I need to get a handbag. Still indecisive whether it should be Prada, Coach or Chanel? All so pretty and my mum is bugging me so much that its so hard to make my choice. Urgh. Alright I gtg because my notebook is causing problems again. Supposingly I was planning to use my laptop but since baba has amazed me with this incredible cute netbook, life has been so much easier. Lol what crap.