I know that you are in a mess and I cannot bring myself to understand you any further. All I want you to know is that, never ever leave your other girlfriends on the side road just because of one guy. NEVER BABE. If I were to own a bunch of sweet and noctorious girlfriends, I know I will always be around them. I'm just sad that you don't notice how caring your girlfriends is. If they were to hate that certain guy, it would be because he's not treating you right and they want the best for you. Nobody can ever restrict your love life but you must always be cautious of your own limits. If that guy can control you from seeing your girlfriends, the word "fuck you" might just slipped out from my tongue to yours. I bet you miss them as much as they miss you, its not proper for you to jack them by giving false promises. I am not siding anyone but I want you to know what's right and wrong. I know you can see it well but you just cannot perform as well as you think. I'm being overly concerned of your attitude but BOYFRIENDS are never ever forever but girlfriends will stick with you through the dirt. I'm serious babe, I love you like my own sister but please don't go hide yourself just because you cannot show yourself out to reality. I know you can do better than this, I believe you. Your bunch of girlfriends are all precious gems. Those kinds that you can't get in any jewellery store. Think.