Nasri. I am writing this post not because I want to seek your attention or trying to make up some stupid excuse to cover up the mistakes I've made that did break your heart into bits of pieces. We have been together for over 2 years now and you should know me pretty well. Please try to understand everything that I am trying to convey to you.

Deeply and sincerely from the bottom of my heart, I apologise for everything I did to wreck our relationship. I left you in a gaze and disappointment. I'm sorry baby I'm so so so so sorry I knew this was coming I'm so sorry for my stupidity. I'm sorry for neglecting you I'm sorry sorry sorry sorry for everything that I've done that brought you to misery and pain.

But I know that you have already forgiven me and I'm thankful that you did.

Maybe we need a break or probably we're not meant for each other now but later in the future? Or perhaps we are just not meant to be together. It hurts me deeply having to say all this. We've been through happiness and pain. This relationship means a lot to me too. But if we both cannot accept each other wrongdoings, what's the benefit of holding on?

My love, devotion, trust, faith in you is slowly fading.

But I still love you Nasri and you know that well.

It will take a while but I'll get over it if you want me too.

Unless we're going to patch things up? Its really hard for me. Please say something will you?