I don't want to make you stress. Neither do I want to make you feel regretful. I am not forcing you but I just want to inform you that I don't wait and get treated like some used doll just because I did a mistake. Yes I broke your heart into pieces, I betrayed you, I lied and I failed to prove to you that I do love you. But I'm a human too okay. I make mistakes, I repeat them then I'll try to become a better person for you. But if you can never ever accept the fact that I wasn't true and I will never ever ever mend your heart, please just go. Just give me the kind of treatment that I'm suppose to deserve. Don't give me hopes, don't make me cry and please don't tell me that its going to be tough making a decision whether to leave or stay. You rule your life. Not me.

If you think you can never believe in us, then leave it there. Its gonna leave a lot of pain but I'm sure you'll pull through. Im sorry that I've never been a perfect gf for you but I just want you to know that I've suffered enough. I'm sick and annoyed of this. I don't want to hope. Don't think too much baby because when you think, you make me feel that I'm a choice. I'm not blaming you for reacting this way. Just don't leave me hanging. I have other better things to do. Don't tell me that you're lost or apologise over and over again because in the end, it is I who is at fault for causing these miseries.

You keep talking to me about him. You are like superb jealous of him.

But then, you are reluctant to be with me.

What is this shit?